......... maybe later .
... the sun rises here as the moon rises elsewhere
Monday, April 30, 2007
Sunday, April 29, 2007
Reading Week
There really is not much difference when it comes to my schedule. Most days I work till midnight, anyway. Only Sunday gets adjusted, I have to stay till 12mn instead of 10pm. Tough part is I have to be back at work at 6:45am the next day, hay! Lack of sleep, no problem... during times like this, patience is really a virtue ;p
Cheesecake of my labor...
The kids opted for the Oreo Cheesecake from Cheesecake Factory...
OREO CHEESECAKE
Our Original cheesecake with lots of real Oreo cookies baked in a chocolate crust and topped with whipped cream.
... and this was my share... pity it was only a slice... :p
KAHLUA COCOA COFFEE CHEESECAKE
Kahlua cheesecake swirled with coffee and baked in a fudge brownie crust (no chocolate chips or nuts), then topped with a dark chocolate sour cream mousse. Finished with a beautiful design of white chocolate ganache.
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
a job well done and a pleasant surprise...
He then told me to attend the class he's having because he wanted me to do some research for our fellows. He wasn't very clear as to what I'm supposed to be researching about, he said it will be discussed during the class as the fellows needed to choose a topic to concentrate on. It was 10:50 am and he told me to be there by 11:15 am... I am in a rush because I had just misplaced my keys and needed to grab one of our maintenance guys to let me back in the library.
When I got there, everyone was there. No, it did not ring any alarm bells in my mind as I thought it was a "research class" he's conducting that day. He asked where our secretary was and I told him I saw her heading to the next building to get our mail. So we waited till she got back. Meanwhile, he was showing the Roscharch Inkblot Cards to our fellows and was successfully fooling me that they were indeed having a class. Finally our secretary walked in.
Suddenly, everyone was quiet. It was such a great surprise when he said that we were all gathered there to say thank you to none other than... me and the secretary for a job very well done. To top this, we each received flowers, a card and a gift certicate (Cheesecake Factory, yum! the kids will be very happy;p ). Both of us were not expecting this and we felt so lucky that we found a Boss and co-workers who appreciate what we do.
Snatches of messages they wrote:
"... How nice for us to have our invaluable collection in such caring hands."
"I need to tell you how much I appreciate/respect your work with us..."
"Who could be successful without you?... My hearfelt thanks for your expertise and friendship."
"It can sometimes feel like a lonely isolated job being a librarian. You made it anything but that..."
At the end of the day, it was indeed a job very well done...
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
moved and settling in...
My daughter's room, thank God, is finally finished (I think). Her bed's in place(with all the trimmings), we got a table, a bookshelf, a side table, a decorative lamp, table lamp, her special "wavy" mirror which she peppered with her pictures, and PINK curtains so when she opens her door pink light shines out (iks!). Whatever tiny details she wants to add, she'll have to do it herself, he he... The room my son and I share is half done... we need more furniture (I think), but most of the stuff's out of the way. The living room is finally taking shape, but still cluttered. The kitchen, I think, was the first one that got organized. Got to be, had to feed the always hungry mouths.
Moving is not fun... too much work. But I know it will all be worth it once everything is in place :)
Thursday, April 19, 2007
I love you, friend...
It all started innocently. You offered a ride to my roommate and we met. Then you kept coming back after that. You’d call in the middle of the night just to say hi, and we’d end up talking till the wee hours of the morning. You’d make a trip to see us and we’d go out for lunch or dinner. You’d send me letters and I’d answer back. Life was sweet.
Then one time while talking on the phone, you hinted at something I did not really understand at that time. And when I next saw my roommate, she told me that you had left for the States. Shock at the news, hurt that you never said goodbye, wondering what I did wrong… mixed emotions, really. I got one letter from you that I excitedly replied to, but after that, nothing. So I moved on.
I got married, had kids, got separated, almost forgot about you and came here, a little closer to you, but nevertheless still worlds apart. And then I found you by accident. I wasn’t sure, but I was curious if it was indeed you. Memories of the time we shared surfaced in my mind. I felt conflicted. I wanted to know how you were, but I was also afraid that you had forgotten about me, a girl from the province that you once spent some time with. Curiosity got the better of me, I sent you a message and you replied. It is indeed you, a long lost friend, an interrupted lover, a stranger.
Surprisingly, there was no awkwardness between us. It’s as if the distance and the years apart never existed. We are still friends. We exchanged stories, trying to catch up with each others lives. A question remained unasked. An answer never given. We talked of you making it here. The hardships you had to go through to get to where you are now. The sacrifices you had to make… and the love you found. We talked of me, how I ended up here, how my priorities changed, what my plans were… and the love I lost.
I thought of fate, of destiny trying to test our wills. Why did we find each other again after all these years in a foreign land, if we were not meant to be together? You had a fiancĂ©e and you have just gotten married. I had a husband and now I am by myself. Isn’t life unfair? And then it dawned on me. We are meant to be together and it will be forever, but not as partners in life, but rather as great friends. A pillar of strength when one is weak, the voice of wisdom in the midst of confusion, a hand to hoist us up when we are down, someone who believe when we doubt, someone to light the way, lead when we go astray, and yes, love, unconditionally, never judging, always accepting, understanding and forgiving.
I love you. There, I said it. Will saying it change anything? No, because we are to each other as we’ve always been meant to be, the greatest of friends.
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
The day after...
My daughter is in college right now (far away from Virginia Tech), and my son is in 8th grade, but this incident could have happened anywhere. It brought back memories of another shooting incident in a high school, and I kept thinking, what has humanity evolved into? There is already so much violence in this world that we really don't need individuals going on a shooting rampage.
I was already scheduled to pick my daughter up from school yesterday. Once there, I kept walking around the area where her classroom is located. I was on the phone with a friend but my eyes kept roaming around looking at people walking by. Everybody seemed subdued somewhat. Can anybody really know if the person seating next to you is a potential homicidal maniac?
That night after getting home and getting food ready for the next day, I sat next to my kids watching TV. I said a silent prayer thanking God that my kids are safe, a prayer for those who died a senseless death, a prayer for their families, and one asking to spare us all from another tragedy like this.
Astrology Reading... relationships
This is me...
When it comes to love, you are definitely not casual. You yourself may be surprised at the depths of feeling a close relationship brings to the surface. You love deeply and passionately and do not understand people who are incapable of making lasting commitments.
One of your great strengths is your sensitivity. You tune in easily to the psyches of other people and, while you may not notice the color of their eyes, have an almost eerie understanding of their private inner worlds. Your close ties are very private.
Your sense of humor is one of your outstanding qualities. It usually manifests as a rather wry wit. Anyone you're close to must share this sense of irony. You probably have a special talent or an absorbing interest. Your closest ties are likewise involved.
You are assertive without being overly aggressive and usually go after what you want with confidence and enthusiasm. You enjoy sex and your partners tend to be dynamic, successful people. Your natural energy and moxie is usually sexually interesting to others.
Your love nature and your sexual nature are happily in harmony. You're comfortable with your sexual role as you perceive it and rarely go for any period of time without an intimate relationship. You need love, go after it and always manage to find it.
However cool or cynical you may appear to be externally, you are extraordinarily sensitive and romantic. You are gentle and artistic and would rather do without a relationship than be part of one which does not measure up to your highest ideals of love.
My partner..?
You have a tremendous amount of energy and, in a relationship, are happiest when you and your partner are actively participating in something together. You tend to be quite competitive and can even be somewhat combative. You should always avoid the timid.
You have a quality people trust and you are often sought after as a confidante or an advisor. You have high moral and ethical standards and it is imperative that anyone you're close to is a person of the highest integrity. You prefer well-educated people.
You have an innovative turn of mind and may have a talent for an unusual subject. Your ideas are often considered to be ahead of your time. You can be somewhat impersonal and detached - even with close ties. You need to share controversial ideas with friends.
Hmmmm.....
Monday, April 16, 2007
word wonder...
Food for the Soul
Silence doesn’t always mean yes. It may also mean no, but it’s better left unsaid.
Anger doesn’t always mean hatred. It could just be a means of coping up.
Laughter doesn’t always mean happiness. Sometimes it’s just a mask.
Tears doesn’t always mean sorrow. It may also be an outlet of joy.
Staying away doesn’t always mean it’s the end. It may also mean the best beginning.
Silence, anger, laughter, tears, separation... isn't it a wonder that these words means so much, yet we hide behind them to mask what we really feel and what we really meant to say.
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
My Celebrity Look-alikes
He he, tama ba yun? May boylet... sabi ko na nga ba lalaki ako, bwah ha ha
Sea World, San Diego
Saw the star of Sea World, Shamu. Ended up buying a big stuff toy of him, Kyla got smaller versions of almost all the animals we saw there, and Axel got a Manatee.
Got Nanay to ride the Sky Ride, got somewhat wet from all the shows(they don't call it Sea World for nothing... you will get wet!). Was not able to ride Journey to Atlantis because my back started hurting towards the end of the day. Kyla rode it, then she and Axel rode the Shipwreck Rapids. We even got to see the night show Shamu Rocks. It's really amazing how these sea creatures can be trained. Did not ride Wild Arctic because the lines were soooo loooong, but we did a walk-through (you'll see the same things, anyway) and got to see the creatures close-up. Kyla and Axel went rock climbing (did not make it all the way to the top...shhhh) since Kyla has been wanting to do it for a long time.
Alas! the day has to end. Still had to drive back to LA (2 hours, less of course since I'm driving). Wanted to stop by Denny's for dinner, but got lost trying to find the right side street. Ended up at a McDonald's near the apartment since all of us are poofed. Good thing we did not have to wake up early the next day.
pics later...
settling in...
Axel and I went to Target yesterday to get a water filter and ended up getting some more stuff. Axel almost forgot to check his Pokemon cards, and was elated when he got the rare cards he's been looking for. Passed by Blockbuster to borrow Happy Feet. Watched it with the kids before going to bed.
Spent the morning tidying up the place a bit. Got most of it sorted out, but still a lot more to do. Am so tired I should have just called in sick today. But alas, am at work and have to stay till midnight.
p.s. Kyla got 102 in her exam so it's McDonald's time for us (20 pieces chicken nuggets, so what else is new). No wonder we're all gaining weight, hay!
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
moving
The sofa bed has not been cleaned so it's not in residence yet. We need to get a dining table and chairs, some more plates, bowls, etc.... also need shower curtain and rod, a study table for Kyla, maybe a coffee table for the front room... and the list goes on and on....
Kyla occupies one bedroom, Axel and me shares the other bedroom for now. AND everything is a mess!!!! Boxes/plastic everywhere... never ending array of things that needed to be put away. Of course this clean up has to be done while I still go to work (no rest for the weary). At least the kids seem to be having fun. I know they are tired from all the activities we've had the last couple of days. They've been very good sports though.
Something is missing.... sa mga kaibigan ko, alam nyo na yon.
Who goes there...
Looking back...
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- I am...
- Reading Week
- Cheesecake of my labor...
- a job well done and a pleasant surprise...
- moved and settling in...
- I love you, friend...
- The day after...
- Astrology Reading... relationships
- word wonder...
- Trip to Sea World
- shamu in action
- Sharks!!!!!
- Dolphins @ Sea World
- Sea World, San Diego part 2
- My Celebrity Look-alikes
- Sea World, San Diego
- settling in...
- moving
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The Universe Within...
- Adventures of a Domestic Engineer
- Blessie
- Blog, Blah, Blah
- Bongga Mom
- Budj
- Carl
- Giddy
- Kyla
- Love, Honor & Dismay
- Lutchie
- Mamazilla
- MJ
- Nina
- Online Ramblings
- Peyups
- Pim
- Pinay New Yorker
- PLAI SRTLC
- Positively Nonsensical
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- Rachelle
- Ralline
- Sexy Mom
- Silent Voyage
- Voices In My Mind
- Woulda Coulda Shoulda